This will probably be my last week of being pregnant.

Been experiencing bad contractions, cramps and my body is slowly swelling up due to water retention. I start to feel severe backache and leg cramps as well till I can hardly depend on my right leg. I didn't walk much as what I'm told to as they only told me that it's easier for me to deliver the baby if I walk more often which I don't know the reason behind it too. It's so heavy that I can barely walk for long hours, and another tiny bit is due to laziness. But I have no idea it'll cause such a bad cramp.

The contraction got so bad today that it woke me up from my sleep when I barely slept for 6 hours after watching drama series with my husband and I'm so worn out because I couldn't handle the pain and it feels like menses cramp. No sign of bleeding at all but the pain was almost unbearable. I thought it's just normal tummyache at first and tried going to the toilet but apparently it didn't help at all.

FALSE ALARM OF LABOUR PAIN !!!!!

The cramp came in every 10 mins and I really thought I was having labour pain as I can't seems to pass motion and sat on the toilet bowl for so long. But when the pain subside for awhile, I went googling about my contraction. Most of them mention that it's a false alarm as they actually said that you will know that you're going to deliver. The feeling will just come to you automatically. And if you're wondering if you're experiencing labour pain, it's definitely not labour pain. Haha I got so confused over so many other explainations and just went back to rest. But this is the first time that the pain actually lasted so long. It's been one whole day that I'm experiencing such cramps and had no appetite to eat. But there's no sign of bleeding and I have no idea if I should even seek a doctor's advise. But well I'm having my last doctor appointment on Friday and by then I shall start asking more questions on labour pain.

My husband and I finally thought of our precious little boy's name and the way we actually chosen this name was extremely funny.

this shall not be revealed hahaha

Make a guess, his name starts with the letter 'K'.

Many of us actually have a chinese name but honestly I have no idea if it's really important having one. Maybe there are reasons why we must have so I'll just follow the tradition. I'm getting more and more nervous day by day and all the contractions and cramps are making me feel worse. I get so scared at first not knowing if I'm gonna deliver and start going to toilet every few mins to check for any sign of bleeding but I'll end up just scaring myself but there's no sign spotted other than contractions. I can actually feel that my boy is getting lower because I can feel him pressing against my bladder and I kept going to the toilet. I feel so restless these few days and have totally no mood to step out of the house because of my size. The swelling makes me look so weird and I have no idea why my hair look so untidy all the time. I've been telling myself that this is going to be the last week and I will just enjoy being a fat girl and eat as much as I can because I know I will definitely find all ways to slim down right after delivery.

Not much weight gained recently, perhaps all the nutrients are being absorbed into my baby's body. I'm still at 62kg.

Total weight gained : 15kg

But I look like a ball now due to all the swelling and my face looks so round like a fishball. Perhaps this is the first time I've ever look so fat in my whole entire life as I used to be the kind whereby no matter how much I eat I will never ever grow fat which I kind of miss it now. I've heard from experienced mother that during the 4th month after delivery, we will start facing drastic hair fall and I'm very worried on that. Can anyone kindly advise me if there's any ways (other than trimming my hair short) to prevent such drastic hair fall? Because I'm not someone that suits short hair......

I did mention that I'm going back to work after delivery but my only concern will be my precious son.

Still looking for a trustable nanny that can take care of my son but still can't find a suitable one. Well, I will not find those nannies that don't give a damn to babies but just wanna earn money. Honestly I hate those type of people because if you just wanna earn money please look for a better job. They should just put themselves in the parents' shoes !!!! After reading those articles on child abuse, I actually got kinda worried.

Not much cravings during pregnancy.

My only cravings were 'ice kachang', icy desserts due to my body temperature during pregnancy as I feel warm all the time. Anything with oreo is my current favourite and I will definitely buy tons of oreo biscuits if I'm out to stock it up so I have snacks to munch on when watching my online drama series at night with my husband. Hahaha.

He put on so much weight during my pregnancy period and I felt kinda guilty too. But well, I find that he look so much fresher and healthier looking with more flesh on him instead of looking so skinny.... But everyone's vain so can't blame that he actually wants to slim down too. I'm the one that needs to slim down desperately after birth !!!!

Found tons of exercising video on Youtube teaching mummies on how to slim down your tummy fat due to pregnancy. Not sure if it works but no harm trying right?!?!!

10 more days to my 19th birthday.

Well, this year's birthday is gonna be boring if I'm not delivering on that day. Because if I am, at least I have something to look forward to. I remember that almost every year I spend my birthday drinking away, partying with my babies. And when I can't do it this year I felt kind of sad.... Maybe I'm just too used to celebrate it this way and I personally love drinking a lot. I can't believe this year actually pass so fast that I hardly remembered what I was doing previously when I'm not pregnant. I spent so much time working, not even forking out time for a short getaway and now I can't even go on a getaway as and when I like but life's too short for regrets right? Just have to be contented with what you have. I've posted so much on relationship issues recently, and my point of view. But I have no idea if any of it helped anyone mentally or physically. I'm someone with tons of thoughts, weird ideas. I love to find out about things that I know I'll never be able to find an answer to it but still end up trying and trying.

But I became so emotional during pregnancy, I feel as though I've changed so much during this period, I'm so not me and I'm still trying to make things right. But I hope all this emotional issues will be over soon.... Well I'm done for today, stay tune for more updates.

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