My sweetheart.

It's been a rather long time since I last updated.

My little boy is already 2 months+ and he's really coping well and he already start mumbling baby languages already. It's really amazing how he first started and as time goes by it sounds so funny whenever he start making funny noises during his play time after milk.

Well, many things happened within this short 2 months and I've been through the worst of the worst. From being a full-time mummy to a working mum. Well I really enjoy spending time with my son but I know I have to work as I need to to save some money for the family during rainy days as well and just by doing my small online business isn't really enough especially when my sales are always up and down and I don't see any fix income coming in. But I do spend quality time with my son after work before I head to rest at night.

Had a really rough week because of many unhappy issues. But I'm glad that my husband is there for me all the time. He's a total change man and I can really feel the love he's giving me right now compared to the times whereby we always have to argue even over the smallest issue.

"when he change for you, never take it for granted"

This is definitely something I'm learning right now. It's really human nature. When someone treats you too well, you tend to forget that you shouldn't start being unreasonable, or over possessive. You should still be your old self and both should really really compromise to each other and that really worked. I swear !!!!

I have so many things going through my mind and yet I couldn't put it in words. I couldn't find a way to tell my best friend, or simply just by avoiding the topic. I realised that I've been avoiding quite a number of stuffs recently without realising because my mind just blocked it off automatically. I just refuses to think about it and had the mindset of "just let nature takes it's cause" and honestly it's not a very good idea. I need a counsellor. I'm not like having depression or something but I just need someone to give me advises and not tell me what to do. Need someone that's older and way more mature to guide me and tell me from my point of view as well as an outsider's point of view. Not like friends telling friends and supporting what your friends say. Truely, no offense.

But happy moments do keep me smiling as well.

It's my husband birthday month, Took him to the Cat Cora Ocean Restaurant and had dinner with all the lovely fishes ~ It's so beautiful that words can:t describe how romantic and how relaxing the place is. The food isn't expensive as well and they have really good wine. Yummmmm. 

Yes I snipped my long hair off. 

It was his idea because he thinks I look great in shoulder length hair and I didn't regret so yep I will be keeping this hair for quite awhile.

Some pictures of how I spent my last Saturday having dinner + a quite successful surprise birthday night for my husband and a sort of belated hen's night for me and my 2 babies.

That's all for today.