Back to basics.

Well, today's post gonna be a really dull one with totally no pictures because I'm super lazy and I just wanna rant everything out here so I'll feel better.

It's been a really tough week with my body feeling really weak and apparently skipped work for quite a few times already. I felt guilty about it ok, like this is the very first time I ever felt guilty for giving work a miss. But it's partly because I'm having down period in my career and I'm still learning how to handle it well. Been really lazy before and after my trip, having unwanted arguments due to disagreements which makes me really sad. But the rainbow always comes out after the storm right? I lost focus during work hours, and lost all the momentum to make things work. 

I even realise I became super sensitive recently again.

Something's really going wrong in me and yet I have no idea what. It scares me a lot sometimes because I hate it when I argue with my husband. But it shows that I really do care a lot right?! Time passes so fast, my babyboy is already 5 months old, my cute but very naughty little boy.

I feel more responsibilities as time goes by but it's all worth it watching him grow up day by day even learning to hold his milk bottle already. Really so proud of him.

Well, I really hope my career goes back on track fast because I have so much things I wanna get before Chinese New Year and I really want those pretty things on me. Especially red heels, omg so much love....... But my hair is so ugly I have no idea how to make it for Chinese New Year. Hopefully I save enough money just to go for soft reborning + some treatments for my hair. Back to work.....

I realise how rude people can get through this job and it really taught me how realistic people are and not just me. I get slam on my face everyday but I learnt so much that perhaps people will think I'm crazy that I didn't just quit. All jobs have pros and cons. If there's ever a easy + good money job, I'll definitely snatch it first hahahaha.

I'm pretty lazy to actually post about taiwan trip because I've not uploaded the pictures into my phone yet, so pls wait! Goodbye!